Today we had to give our persuasive speeches in class. There were many about drunk driving, texting while driving and driving while sleepy. There was one that just hit me hard. One of our international students did a Pro Abortion persuasive speech. As soon as I saw the title, it just hurt. I put my head down and just tried to maintain control of my emotions. I was not very successful. It just drove home the point to me that we still have not conceived. I know that God has a plan for this. It may not be in line with mine and I have to accept that. It still doesn't change the hurt that I feel. It still doesn't take away the pain. I have been blessed to share this class with some amazing people. These classmates have only known me for a couple of weeks. They still reached out to comfort me. They knew I was hurting and reached out to let me know that they care. That alone makes me thankful for all the people that God has put in my life.
I just had to let it out. If any of my classmates come by my blog, I want to say thank you. You are all amazing and these last two weeks has been a blast.
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